one major dilemma
Friday, May 27, 2005

I'm not quite sure if I should continue posting on my blog. It's been a week since I last posted something. I haven't updated it, too. It's not about the blog, it's about me. What's the used of a blog if no one seems to appreciate it nor read it. I've spend 1 and a half months designing and studying HTML. I didn't sleep nor eat a lot just to finished it. The question now is "Should I give up?". This is not a drool-worthy blog after all. I know it's not good to compare but if you checked http://www.pinoyblogger.com you'll see the difference. Am I a total geek or just a major freak?! Lol. Is it now the time for me to kiss my blog good-bye?

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virus' epality... Haha!

My patience is evaporating (literally) because of those unfortunate viruses that attacked my computer. While I'm having fun chatting at http://www.habbohotel.com certain pop-ups replaced the screen. Pop-ups such as nudity and more nudity. One pop-up says "HOW TO INCREASE YOUR PENNIS"... Duh! As if I have one! Lol. Triple rated X... Gross!

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Dead-o-matic and a brand new phone!
Friday, May 20, 2005

My tyranny and depression this past few days caused my pet, Tasha, starve to death. I didn’t feed her for two consecutive days. I swear I would never be careless to my pet again (if ever I have one). While I was busy starring at the deep black yonder, my eye catches the TV commercial-- a brand new Nokia cellphone. Nokia 6680. Technology is so great that you would never regret to have it. It has Video Calling! Which means that you can now see your talkmate on screen. A must have device of the season. My eyes are scintillating every time I see that. Check my photo album to see how it looks like or visit http://www.nokia.com.ph/nokia/0,8764,71647,00.html to view all of its features!

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To straight or not to straight?

I want my hair to be straight. One safe thing to do is to relax my hair. Pero maraming kumokontra! Badtrip! What the f*ck are their problems. They have no right to contradict my rights.

Mum: 'di na uso ang straight.
Me: Uso pa naman. Nasa tao lang.
Mum: Kung pumayag ate mo. Sige.
Me: Ate, please...
Ate: Sige pabayaan niyo 'yan!
Me: Yehey!
Ate: Hayaan niyo para masira buhok niya.
Me: Hindi naman.
Mum: 'yung mga kilala ko nagkanana ang mga ulo nila.
Me: 'yung mga kilala ko hindi naman.
Mum: Ayoko.
Me: Gusto ko maging commercial model ng shampoo.
Mum: *tahimik*
Me: Nagpa-relax din naman sina Bea Alonzo at Shaina Magdayao.

My family's fashion taste stinks! In my honest opinion, your hair and clothes reflects your personality. It's better to die with fashion sense than to live with out one. Lol.

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I want to wake up from this nightmare!

We are losing our family's economic zenith. Believe it or not, we're getting poorer. My mum said that I should recycle my note books and re-used my old things. Not only that, I think I'm going to use second hand books this coming school year. What a blast! I'm doomed... No more new shoes. No more new bags. No way!!! Kulang na lang pag-aralin ako sa public school.

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Dreams. Happiness. Where art thee?
Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thou shall smile! No. I can't. I have my lips but my lips don't have ME. Who is ME? A girl full of happiness and dreams. This is just not ME. Dreams. Happiness. Where art thee? I'd be waiting here. Sitting in a dark, dusty, old cellar. I guess I'm born not to be free.

Madrama! Hehehe... I just got my new pet. Virtual pet to be exact. Her name is Tasha. I got her from http://www.neopets.com view my photo album to see how she looks like. Cute!

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Can't wait to go to school fever
Wednesday, May 18, 2005

My life is so boring so as my summer vacation. I'm stuck here sitting inside this old boring house. Everything around me seems so boring. I need to find a new hobby aside from web surfing 24/7.

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... time is running out ...
Sunday, May 15, 2005

Prepare. Prepare. Prepare. I kept on telling it to myself. 3 weeks to go and my naive days are getting near. Hello sophies! I need a magic lamp that could grant all my infinite wishes. ClotheS, bookS, notebookS, accesorieS, gadgetS, moneyS, ballpenS, pencilS, bagS, shoeS...... Take note, everything has an "S"... *spoof* (wish not yet granted)... *spoof* I want everything to be NEW.

But despite of all these wealth, someone out there is waiting to be helped. Not one. Not two. Not even three. I mean many children needs help. So why buy new ones if you could still use the old ones? Not everybody is as lucky as you are. Or why don't you give your old stuffs to the charity, it may look old but it could be new to them.

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:: LaTeSt gOsSiP ::
Friday, May 13, 2005

I am a 100% human being and I'm inlove with 100% cartoons. Lol... It would take a century to name them all. Recca, Orphen, Sagara, Rukawa, Sendo, Vincent, Heero, and so on. Sounds funny but romantically true. Blah... Blah... Blah... Never mind what I've said. The real factor is that I've heard a serious gossip lately:

Extra! Extra! Read all about it. The latest scoop is that princesses are coming in MGSSHS and will rock the entire campus. They're cutest, sexiest, prettiest and the hottest girls in town, the Mean Girls. Also known as THE PLASTICS. They have the X-Factor and an astounding aura. Latest trends and fashions are their secret to popularity. Not to mention beauty and brains mixed together. They've got what it takes to become a star. Don't mess with 'em if you don't want to lose your butt ! ! !

Who are they, anyway? Stay tuned. Revealance will be on June 6. Watch out 'cause they're a total meany. Astig!

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--> insecurities and all that <--
Thursday, May 12, 2005

Insecure is the best word that fits me right now. There are so many things that I want to change in myself. It's not that I'm not yet contented to what God has given me. I just want to improve it. The height. The weight, color and the LIFE.

Confessions of a teen age girl:

Insecurity#1--> I am so small! Tragic indeed. 5 flat! Nah... I don't want to stay like this forever. Standing straight with heels yet still facing upward looking people whose taller than me AND their heads bowed looking at me downward. Stiff.

Insecurity#2--> I'm confused. It's so hard to determined if I'm fat or no. One of our neighbor told me that I am very very very fat! Anyway it was a month ago. 47 kilograms! I'll take it as a compliment. After several weeks of having a Ramadan. Lol... I mean dieting. Now I'm already 40 kilograms. 7 tons of fats are gone! The fact is some people would say that I'm sooooo thin... But I think nothing has changed.

Insecurity#3--> My fave' colors are pink, yellow, white and anything light. Why? 'cause it's so calming to see in everyone's eyes... Well, my skin is DARK BROWN! If only I owned a magic wand, I'd definitely turned my skin color from dark brown to light brown. Phew... *S*P*O*O*F*

Insecurity#4--> Sometimes life is so unfair to me. Too many questions and the answers are hard to seek. I feel like I've been Taken...

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Video calling powered device!

My pet dog died last April and now I have a new one.

It's been a long time since I last saw my friends. But distance could never change the way we treat each other. I miss the kooliiit moments and even the asaran. Lol. Before we end our first year moment, we took pictures for us to remember. Here are some snapshots of the freshman batch 2004-2005:

I love this batch! Click the image for a larger view...

The pictures may looked weird but still it is a memory to kept. Some photos are from III-Curie. More pictures coming soon!

Many of us will leave. Some will transfer to different school. And some will go to different places. Despite of this, they left a remarkable piece that touched our hearts and completes our lives. Friends forever.
Be a friend, you do not need money. Just count one, two, three. Then have a will to give and lend. This will make you a real friend. Be a friend, you do not need glory. Friendship is a simple story. Cheer the youth who is bravely trying. Comfort the one who is sadly sighing. Be a friend, you do not need anger, if you do not want to be in danger. You will be rich in the end than a king, if you are a friend.

This page is still under construction. Well, this one is special because it contains pictures, places and descriptions of beautiful spots in the world. Please visit again next time.

Our Fame Bulletin feature of the week is no other than Love Marie Payawal Ongpauco! A.K.A Heart Evangelista!

Can you imagine Lucy Liu sans the "snappish" character she portrays in Ally McBeal?

That's what seeing Heart Evangelista is like. Her eyes registers a strong presence on screen, her thin lips speaks of deep and real opinions and her long and lustrous hair carries a strong message: "I know how to flip my hair." However, talking to this new G-Mik babe is a totally different story. Her lips easily break into a wide grin and her eyes can be really charming. Born on the 14th of February, Heart lives up to her real name, Love. She is so full of it and spending 30-minutes with her can give you enough romantic overtures! Yes, she is that sweet.

HER Story. "I got discovered sa mall, for a commercial. Alam mo yung mga talent scout? Kasi mga 13 ako noon. Tapos nung mga 14 na ako, natanggap ako sa Rexona commercial. I always wanted to be an artista kaso ayaw ako payagan ng dad ko, buti na lang dumating yung opportunity na 'yon, so at least parang walang effort nakuha ako. I told my dad na I just wanted to learn how to act. When I went here (ABS-CBN Talent) they said that may ability naman ako, so audition ako. Tapos natanggap ako tapos tuloy-tuloy na."

Away from the set, Heart is a self-confessed shop-a-holic. "As in hindi kumpleto ang araw ko pag wala akong nabili sa mall," she furthers. Her growing collection of clothes, shoes, bags and angel stuff makes her room an interesting place to enter, huh. But what sets this teen's spirit free is painting. She started working on her oil and watercolor paintings she was five, and now she has 15 works of art…and counting!

At a young age, Heart knows what she wants and what makes her even more endearing is the fact that she lives her teenage life to the fullest. Way to go girl!

Will you be the next feature of the Fame Bulletin? For interested aspirants, you must fulfill the following basic characteristics:

* The so called "X-Factor"

* Physically attractive

* Good moral behaviour

* High social interactive conduct

Who knows maybe you'll be our next feature of the week and have the opportunity of 1 WEEK OF FAME! and be discovered by modeling agencies! For more details, E-mail me at hearthrobs143@yahoo.com

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Hey! What comes in your mind when you heard the month June? School of course! It’s time to pack up those books and get ready to rock the campus. It’s not all about studying; it’s about being with my long lost friends. So why sit around if you could buy tickets for the cinema. Insist your friends and watch Say That You Love Me. You could simply hang around and enlighten yourself. Spa, facial, grooming, and shopping!